Who You Created

Who You Created

 

By Shaire Blythe

Monday April 8, 2013

Dream catcher, will you take my most terrifying dreams and make them disappear
Sweet Buddy, who whispers sweet nothings, will you be sure to hold me near and protect me

I just can’t seem to find the strength in me to be alone tonight

You’re the only one who believes in or knows me, you’re an incomplete man
The Fendi scarf you gave me, has seem to lost its way under my bed, you’re the perfect illusion

Sorry, but I’m not sorry
You built this confusion
Am I the one that’s losing out, or you?

Let me say I’m gone, yet, still I’m holding on
You can say you love me, It don’t change me, This beautiful monster

I can't be blamed, I have you to thank

For giving these bad dreams and turning them into reality

 

But I really loved you, yes it's true

Sometimes I still think I do

That doesn't stop me, no it doesn't, from laying in another's bed..

 

And this is who you created, ain't that a damn shame

When you had the time, you were faking,

Now you're saying how insane you were

 

I can be making my biggest mistake

I guess it's just the price I'll have to pay

Everything happens for a reason

 

That's why I'm saying sorry, but I'm not sorry

You built this confusion

There was a time I had no doubts, you were my man and friend, my best friend

 

None of them could understand all the seconds I invested in you, Damn, you proved them right

Yeah, you proved them right

 

Let me say I'm gone, yet still I'm holding on

You can say you love me, It don't change me, This beautiful monster

I can't be blamed, I have you to thank

For giving these bad dreams and turning them into reality

 

But I really loved you, yes it's true

Sometimes I still think I do

That doesn't stop me, no it doesn't, I gotta keep on moving...

 

This is how it goes, A sudden turn of tables

You can't say I've grown cold, I still feel warm

Gotta shake these upsetting dreams, Envisioning what's to be or what could've been

I cannot continue living like this  

 

Trapped in your imprisonment, I am there beside you

I shouldn't be

I hope I'm not suppose to be when I tell you,

Who you created

You're gonna hate this,

Might even hate me

That'll make things better..