I Tried

I Tried

By Shaire Blythe

December 19, 2017

All encompassing

You don't want me to be me

I might've said some things
Not thinking at all

It takes more for me to feel bothered
For that I'm sorry
Are you sorry?

Your emotions
I can't forget
Once open, then I'm drowned in your regrets
Are they you,
Or the you you're used to?

Guess I'll be gone
You will survive
And I
Don't want to move on
But I tried

So reality
I think I cope better in my sleep

In reality,
You sugarcoat much more than what it seems

Just get to the point
Throw your knives
There's no such thing as "the one"
We decide when we want to decide

I never walked away
My heart beats till shamed
Then, you, I erase
There'll be no recall
Don't believe such a thing