Should've Known

By Shaire Blythe

Monday, March 24, 2014

 

Should’ve Known

 

If you want me at a distance, then I’ll go there,

But don’t expect me to turn back around,

 

Leaving this trail of love letters,

But all you’re doing is breaking my heart,

 

I should’ve known,

I sensed the vibes again, even though you denied it,

I thought you had known, I wasn’t up for this again,

 

Make me feel better, but not with bullshit,

I have to let up, cause this here isn’t the realest,

You lied,

 

Still tied to this rope,

I’m dangling in mid-air,

Where are you?

 

Making myself so damn vulnerable, and I hate it,

But I can find no other way, I have to say what I want to say,

 

Is anything real?

I’m so tired, trying to see what’s real,

To be a mind reader would be surreal,

 

I was being real,

Is there really any returning?