Ain't Trying To

Ain't Trying To

By Shaire Blythe

Monday, August 15, 2016

Yeah, I see you

Always seeing your type

Guess you're like the rest of them I like

I be getting myself in trouble all the time

I seem to have the poison in my blood

I feel it flowing through, stealing my breath away

I'm trying to stray

You got it, You know you do

I can play around all day with my defenses, But we know what's real

Swear I'm addicted

And it's for you, Bringing back those feelings

I really ain't trying to

Trying to find my way up out of you

I stay trying to find my way

Yeah, I peeped you

You got that demeanor I can't explain

Nothing compared to the rest of them

I stay dodging bullets all the time,

Only to fall back into traps that aren't suppose to be mine

But if I gotta have you, I'll have you

Even if it's just for the night

Cause you got it, Do you even know you do?

I'll lower these defenses just for you

Will you be coming through?

Father just might have to forgive me this time

Cause I haven't chosen to be weak or strong

And I ain't really trying to