Depths Of My Heart

By Shaire Blythe

Thursday, April 23, 2015

Depths Of My Heart

I just keeping running, jumping hurdles, then that’s when you pull me in

I might be blinded, envisioning what you want me to believe

I keep on trying, said that I would fight until the very end

Is this the very end?

Not this shit again

If it shows, I can’t let you know

The depths of my heart, maybe from the start they were already ruined

How can I get through this when you’re the same guy in my dreams?

I wake up screaming, cause they never let me be

I become focused and that shall be the death of me, my worst enemy

I lost my faith trying to be the best I can be

Never returned, I’m a part of a joke that was never funny

Please know what you’re doing, taking on me, I’m ruthless

Or at least that’s what I believe

I can make you believe

Heed my warning

Heed my prayers

You come without calling, you must be stupid

Or are you for real, or are you just a show?

I cannot notice the difference anymore,

Not like I ever knew for sure

Which led me right to my pain