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Forbidden

By Shaire Blythe

 

April 8, 2013

 

You have given yourself away,

I thank you, but my heart is shot down too

You give me a sense of knowing about you once before

 

In the end I'll end up forgetting you,

You'll forget me too

 

I don't do this to end up on repeat,

In the back of my mind I know it's forever going to be this way

Man, eff love

It doesn't exist

 

You're no different, don't even speak those words,

I'm the one that's going to get hurt

You know this,You only got one focus,

Being different is forbidden, in this world

You men are little children,

You pretend, but you're not different

You know you're not different

 

Chocolate candies,

Not few, but many

More than a dozen roses at the front door

It don't mean a thing,

Gestures to get a ticket in

 

Like saying the words you know I want to hear,

Acting as a protector when you're the one I should fear

Guys like you keep me on my feet,

You're a surface, No one who goes deep

 

From here on out, I have reason for a guard

I've never been proven wrong

I'm not sure I want it anymore,

How could my heart endure real after the ones who claimed to be different?

When it is real, all I'll relate to is different...