React To Chain

React To Chain

By Shaire Blythe

Thursday, January 28, 2016

No intentions to ruin the mood

I just go to the source, fearless

And you were a bestfriend

Keeping thoughts in never had a good end

I still remember the very first time I didn't ask

Jumped to a conclusion that nearly stamped our end

No part of my being was the same that day

I saw a vision so different

Built these standards

What we both were to respect

Wasn't clued in on the changes

Whatever you'd done, I would think its fair game

My fault, But this paints the picture of my confusion that led to hurt and now loss

Chain reactions

Much miscommunication

And I was nearly losing me

Trying to do everything in my power to fix us, fix me

The ignoring was the hardest thing

I literally lost sleep till it became the regular and old

My heart still never grew old

Believing that real love meant adjustments

And they were nearly effortless

But still I felt at times I was walking on eggshells with what I would say

Didn't want to be the cause of a spiral and you go numb again

My mistake

I guess I could've turned another way too

But I've learned to face what's in front of me