Words Have Escaped

Words Have Escaped

By  Shaire Blythe

Sunday, February 28, 2016

Not many words to say

I thought I could go on forever, but I can't

I've drained me, allowed you to do the same too

But that was only for a moment

Lessons from my past I did not lose, but didn't let effect us progressing

My escape was not in vain

I ran, got out of the way

You were coming for me in the worst way

You knew what would cause pain and still went there

Something I did not need

But it's a shame

I thought better of you than that

I do know what I never mentioned

I paid attention

I didn't want to start a fight

Still, I could only sit back and take the disrespect for so long

I didn't have to go searching

Every clue fell in my lap when I wasn't even looking

I knew He wouldn’t forsake me

Never has

And I was only praying that it wasn't you

Not you that could do this to me

And I know no one's perfect

Not even me

But I never would've hurt you with intentions

Till this day, you can't admit what you didn't say

I'm going to have to be okay with that

It's nothing new

But that's the tragedy

It's never something true

But they sure fake it

Get what they can take and run

Any one is mistaken if I'll ever be so open again

And I won't apologize for it

I have reason that was given over and over again